November 2011
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It’s really stupid and contradictory, but I sort of hate the times when I’m asked to create something for someone. The obligatory, “you’re an artist” thing. Those are the times when I feel worst about my art, for whatever reason. I don’t feel like i’m good enough to do it.
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I honestly can’t wait until next year when I’m on my own. My mom keeps scheduling doctor’s appointments for me when I’m perfectly fine. Says if there’s something that can be prevented, she wants to prevent it. It drives me mad.
Honestly, if I were going to get really sick or even die, I’d rather it just happen than for us to go out of our way to find something...
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Nebulous: lazyb0nes: So, I really need to learn... →
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So, I really need to learn how to communicate to others that I care about them.
The thing is, I have this terrible habit of distancing myself from people before they get the chance to do the same for me, but then they see it as me not wanting to be their friend, and we drift…
“I’m not fascinated by people who smile all the time. What I find interesting is...”
– Unknown (via slekes)
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That awful moment when you realize you’ve forgotten a whole assignment.
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So I have this awesome idea for art, and not nearly enough patience to sit here and do it. Only one leg sketched out outlined so far, and this is going to be a full body portrait asdfghjkl; It’s not actually due for another two weeks, thank goodness, but I’ll have rehearsals too…
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I feel like a robot. Void. Empty.
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I know you were joking.
cordiallyjubilant:
Me: this is why I go home and cry every day Them: This is why he goes home and cuts himself. I know you were joking, but I still took it offensively, You don’t know why I cut [or if I do]. I dunno, I think bringing up cutting a suicide are a line that shouldn’t be crossed jokingly. I think I’m overreacting, but, it bothers me a bit.
This bothers me so so much. Kids would...
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…I still have to do my AP art history project, and I will forever have Britney Spears stuck in my head. Well then.
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Went to pride today, with my family. That was cute. Probably would have been more fun if I went with friends, but I’m still really glad my family went and that they’re so supportive in general. It was nice.
It was a lot calmer than I thought it’d be, but the parade was real lively.
My mom was super into the parade. She had my sister trying to grab all the beads and candy that...
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Finally submitted my first college application...
Oh gosh. I really really hate the weight of SAT / ACT scores in admissions, especially considering I’m aiming for a major in theatre. Just realized I should have taken the writing part of the ACT, because now I can’t send those to UCF. That was my higher set of scores, too. But whatever. Sent the SAT score, which was on the lower range of what they accept. Hopefully my involvement and...
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So I get in the car to go home from school and my mom tells me about how she spent all day looking up casting calls and stuff and she hands me this paper and says, “you’re Jane.” So I read through it and it was about the character, only, it pretty much described me perfectly (save for maybe “semi-hipster”? lol). Just sort of sat there thinking, uhm… what?...
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Auditioned for a show today that I really really want to be in. It was a much more fun audition than most, I think… more chances to show you can do well, with improv as well as the typical cold read. Oh and singing, but that’s not my strength…
I don’t know. I had a whole lot of fun and I really hope the audition went as well as I’d like. Crossing my fingers. Yep. :3
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shenshenvotesforpedro:
“You say that you love rain, but you open your umbrella when it rains. You say that you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines. You say that you love the wind, but you close your windows when the wind blows. This is why I am afraid, you say that you love me too.” -William Shakespeare
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“Your life is not an episode of Skins. Things will never look quite as good as...”
– (via potterology-, tothemoonandbackagain) (via towerandbishop) (via straightgeekinyo) (via maddiehightower) (via honeycuttitout)
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Went to districts for Thespians for the first time today. It was amazing! Had a ton of fun and my two IEs went really well too, straight superiors in them both (improv and pantomime)! ‘course, I had an incredible partner to work with on ‘em both, and we worked a lot beforehand too. So proud! But anyway all in all today was a whole lot of fun and I’m really glad I finally joined...
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So apparently there’s all this drama in the class group.
…I never even joined that lolol
